BEAR WITH ME

okay there is honestly SOMETHING wrong with me but i can't figure it out and so i can't do anything about it. have been feeling really really out of place, all the time doing things i normally won't do. losing my temper and feeling so... weird. it... doesn't feel right being myself anymore. it's like, i'm just a lost soul walking around and i can't find go back to being myself, that is, if i ever understood myself... okay omg confusing. i just hope my classmates/friends forgive me for any snappy moments or ranting or whatnot.
so yes, i'm sorry, please just bear with me. i'll be back to normal, as soon as possible i hope, can't live with being like this.
it's been like this since... wednesday? yah... the day i got told off straight in the face hooray. that was the consequence of me being weird and feeling out of place. okay i dont know... ah crapz.

anyway, i am currently quite confused by MrC's email.
something about iMUN... right...

Oh, history marks back, like what MrC said, 'rubbish marks'.
I like MrC, he was very funny in history today(:
Math = doodling time, Chem = fun but concentration time! (:
Lit postponed to tomorrow, and i still havent started studying for bio so... good buaizx.

(i'm crossing my fingers and hoping i won't end up ponning guitarz or somethingz)